生活に不満を感じる.

こんばんは!

this arvo i remembered this one conversation at recess that berni and gus were having. it was about girls pms-ing LOL. they concluded that out of all the girls in our group, i was the only one who never seemed to show any frustration or anger when i was supposed to be in my pms-ing period hahah. mm but you guys are wrong, i do get very angry sometimes (: and one of those times is right now.

so what are the things contributing to this frustration right now? oh my, there are so many things. just to list on the top of my head:

- i have a whooping cough.
- my asthma is playing up.
- my ventilator was taken away because my parents thought i was depending on it too much.
- certain individuals are seriously starting to tick me off. the way they constantly complain about the workload and how they don't understand things. IT'S YEAR 12 FFS! THERE'S ONLY 8 MORE MONTHS, WHY DON'T YOU QUIT COMPLAINING AND DO SOME WORK. and hey, i'm usually quite happy to hear people out. i listen to a lot of rants haha. AND i'd like to think i am a pretty good friend to hear out people when they're having a tough time or they're just a tad bit tired or angry. it's just when they sit next to you almost EVERY SINGLE DAY and they want to talk all lesson and leave unnecessary comments on every single thing. AND EVERY COMMENT THEY SAY IS FREAKING NEGATIVE. it brings my mood so.. down ==.
- people who seem like they know all, but they seriously have no idea.
- totally ignorant people. even though i'm a bit airy fairy sometimes :) does not mean i don't know anything. when i say something or give advice, i'm trying to help out. i find it immensely irritating when i give advice but they have to go to 5 other people before they say 'oh, jade was right.'
- people who take things for granted. although i think i am one of these kinds of people sometimes. ==
- i found a massive red-back spider in the sink. my mum laughed at my reaction. ):
- i recieved my maths assessment today. 'ooh, here come the assessments' ~ *suspenseful music* haha.
- i have a 'aha too cool for school' list on msn. there are 30 kids on this list. on average there are usually about 15 people online during msn peak hour. only 2 were online at msn peak hour ): btw, i don't usually talk to all these people at that time. its just having that connected feeling when i know most of my friends are doing the same thing as me, sitting on the computer. wow jade, you just sounded so sad.
- it was extremely humid today.
- my head is pounding because i have coughed too much today.
- there are a few more things going on but i don't feel like posting them up here.

BUT BESIDES ALL THOSE ANNOYING THINGS GOING ON..

my day was actually quite alright! i saw/heard some interesting things in my free this morning ehehe. today was a textiles prac lesson *all textiles girls jump for joy*. english was okay? english is never bad haha. i had a productive jap lesson. volleyball at lunch was really fun. i bought hubba bubba with berni today. we're going to eat it in ext music tmr :D.

mm, i don't think i have anything else to say! my heads still quite sore, i'm going to do a bit more work and then have an early night. if i'm feeling like this tmr, i won't be going to school. BUT I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL! i don't want to miss out on too much work and then i also want to eat hubba bubba with berni in music 8)!

mm i'm gna end off with this picture of gus. i think he looks cool in a sambrero. like some rice farmer or something hahah! :D

じゃあ　また!

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wow, i just blogged two days in a row! *wow, i can hear cheers from berni in my head* & i just felt so good after doing that rant, sorry for such a negative blog everyone. and uhh, thanks for reading?! ;D