happy birthday!

happy birthday sammysam and ms aroyan.. aand MY BLOG!

i was going through my old posts from the past year. wow i can't believe how much i have changed in just.. a year. pretty funny going through my old posts, reminding myself how silly and naive i was just one year back.

this time last year i was halfway through preliminary exams, going emo over a breakup, surprised by a bright red dust storm, worrying about year 12, and thinking that in a years time i would be.. where we all are now.. graduating in two days time.

i was so excited for school to finish this time last year. oh and don't get me wrong, i'm still really excited! mm but lately a sense of fear has hit.. no more school. NOO MORE SCHOOOL. that means going out, getting a job, studying in university, not seeing familiar friendly faces everyday, taking responsibility for all my things.. and in 10 or less years time possibly having my own place, possibly married >__O? (maybe not :P), having a full time job..

AM I THINKING TOO MUCH AGAIN.. ARGH LOL...

i don't want to graduate but i do want to finish HSC. yeah. abababablablabalbalblablahblahbalbabhalbahaba.

okay i'm going to do maths, bye!

oh and once again, happy birthday blog c:!

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