the hsc should go die :D
after one week i already hate year 12 T.T
i want my 12 hours of sleep everyday back.
i want my talking time in maths back.
actually i want the whole last year back, i'd choose new subjects. i wouldn't have screwed up in my eng and science sc and my parents wouldn't have been so tough on me earlier this year. plus they'd trust me more now. i would've gone for my L's already (lol).. ahh i'd change so many things.
i want my holidays back.
i want my farmers back, only saw youse at ray's party )':
i want positive, carefree (almost haha), mushy (LOLL), crazy jade back.. i don't know where she went.
but most of all, i want you back T.T
i keep telling myself, *only one more year jade..*
i'm finding it extremely difficult.
before you were a distraction, but now i must admit you were the best and worst distraction i ever had.
best because i'd wake up with you on my mind and that made me 110% satisfied. i'd look forward to everyday and when i was let down i'd get myself together straightaway. i'd could easily look past the negative as i knew that i could overcome the bad things when you were there. (haah i sound so pathetic..)
and now that you're gone, this is the worst distraction ever.. i can't really seem to make sense of all the things infront of me, year 12, the hsc, friends saying a whole load of rubbish about each other and then acting fine when they're all together (i wonder about the things they must say about me hahah..), and the list just goes on..
and the really scary thing is.. at the end of this whole list, one year on.. i don't see you.
it really hurts..
and i'm afraid about the future ):
ahh.. i must sound quite ridiculous and selfish right now and i'm sorry for always seeming to talk to you in bad moods.. ldksjhlsjkdfh for all this crap i've caused, i'm really sorry ):
i want ice cream but my sister finished it last night gr.
but on a positive note, i can't wait to start on my textiles major work ohyeeee ;D
lalalaaa, i feel a bit better after saying that hahah ^^;
~
can readers please comment, i want feedback telling me how stupid i am lol.
i want my 12 hours of sleep everyday back.
i want my talking time in maths back.
actually i want the whole last year back, i'd choose new subjects. i wouldn't have screwed up in my eng and science sc and my parents wouldn't have been so tough on me earlier this year. plus they'd trust me more now. i would've gone for my L's already (lol).. ahh i'd change so many things.
i want my holidays back.
i want my farmers back, only saw youse at ray's party )':
i want positive, carefree (almost haha), mushy (LOLL), crazy jade back.. i don't know where she went.
but most of all, i want you back T.T
i keep telling myself, *only one more year jade..*
i'm finding it extremely difficult.
before you were a distraction, but now i must admit you were the best and worst distraction i ever had.
best because i'd wake up with you on my mind and that made me 110% satisfied. i'd look forward to everyday and when i was let down i'd get myself together straightaway. i'd could easily look past the negative as i knew that i could overcome the bad things when you were there. (haah i sound so pathetic..)
and now that you're gone, this is the worst distraction ever.. i can't really seem to make sense of all the things infront of me, year 12, the hsc, friends saying a whole load of rubbish about each other and then acting fine when they're all together (i wonder about the things they must say about me hahah..), and the list just goes on..
and the really scary thing is.. at the end of this whole list, one year on.. i don't see you.
it really hurts..
and i'm afraid about the future ):
ahh.. i must sound quite ridiculous and selfish right now and i'm sorry for always seeming to talk to you in bad moods.. ldksjhlsjkdfh for all this crap i've caused, i'm really sorry ):
i want ice cream but my sister finished it last night gr.
but on a positive note, i can't wait to start on my textiles major work ohyeeee ;D
lalalaaa, i feel a bit better after saying that hahah ^^;
~
can readers please comment, i want feedback telling me how stupid i am lol.
posted by jadespade | 25.10.09
5 Comments:
not stupid jade~! (Y)
O: .. elaineee!!! =)
didn't know you use blogspot.. but i see you don't have your own blog, you have that english circle huh? .. SMART! 8)
i am stupid haha =[
can't get over this already T.T
hi jade ! lol you're not stupid, you're awesome ;D
sucks to be already in year 12 though aye.. ):
and to know that it's been so long since primary.. D:
i luff you jadeee :)
man up =P LOLOLOLOL, one year goes by too quick, by the time you get to to the HSC, you'll be saying.. i wanna redo the whole year so im actually ready for it. LOL
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