hm..

i'm starting to realise i really don't like what i'm doing at uni. hopefully i do well this semester and then i can talk to my parents about a few changes with my course mm.. we'll see.

i hate uni!

title says it all.

:D

HIII. i'm still alive c:

my holidays have been AWESOME. and i'm going to singapore and shanghai in less than two weeks YEEE. i'm going to uni this year o:.. and none of my closest friends seem to be going where i'm going though :/ ..i guess i can make new friends haha ^^;

i'll have a full update once i have.. got my laptop back..

HHAHAHA..

yeah my dad confiscated my laptop.. quite a while ago.. early december? i still haven't got it back.

aaaand.. now..

i'm going to get ready for pius' farewell cos he's going to belgium for a year O:

oh and i don't know if you'll read this in time but have fun in japan and hk steph! we still have to meet up! i haven't seen you in aaages T.T!

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christmas spirit.

RAAH tara put up the christmas tree and after she had the lights done i was pretty shocked..

CHRISTMAS IS LESS THAN 3 WEEKS AWAY!

and even though west pennant hills is lit up with christmas fairy lights, mum talks of plans for christmas day pretty much everyday now and i'm working in a store full of christmas decorations.. as a christmas casual.. wrapping presents in christmas gift wrap all day..

I STILL DON'T FEEL THAT CHRISTMAS SPIRIT.

time flies by so fast wow.. i'm not ready for the new year yet.. TIME STOP GOING BY SO FAST.. please! :/

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oh and new zealand was awesome, i might post up pictures some other time!

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jackies bday was also awesome. defs going back to her place.. TO SEE HER CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN AGAIN 8) om nom nom ~ !

hello & goodbye!

hiii everyone! i've been out everyday since the 4th november wowow. post hsc life is awesome but also extreeemely tiring haha!

so this week..

- i went to the periodontist

- i attended my neighbour's 5th birthday party! it was so cute! all these little asian babies running around.. playing with bubbles and jumping inside the spiderman jumping castle ahh! one of the kids brought his bubble mix into the jumping castle and 15 minutes later tara and i noticed massive bubbles coming out from the entrance of the jumping castle BAHAHAA! we figured that the bubble mix got caught with the blowing air from the jumping castle and the result was a massive heap of foam and bubbles x) after that the kids weren't allowed to use bubble mix so tara and i ended up blowing the bubbles for them. ahh i love bubbles c:

- worked a few shifts oh and one day there was a fight at work.. it was.. not really cool haha

- i've played piano! it's so baad.. during hsc when i had to practise.. I DID NOT WANT TO PRACTISE. and now that hsc is over.. noone pesters me to play.. and i want to play? ye, i'm weird.

- went to chan's 18th farmer cocktail party! check out her bday video below! we bought her a super awesome fossil watch and engraved 'farmers ♥' at the back! reason for that being that there is a high possibility chan will not be with us in sydney next year :c so we got her a pretty watch that she'll always wear and then remember that her farmers love her :) yee haha! capturing that moment on video.. omgsh i've watch that video 100 times now! i still can't help but smile each time she figures out what it says on the back ahhh x)!

- bushukan students came and we had two homestays; akari and mirai xD! this time they were REALLY hard to communitcate with as their english was even worse than our last homestays haha! every few sentences we said we're replied with a loong pause, a small discussion with each other in jap and then shaking their heads saying 'sorry i don't understand'.. and in a really upset tone too! it was soo cute haha!! i did talk.. the tiniest bit of jap to them.. they seemed so impressed even though i knew all my sentences were all broken and probably not said properly xD! on their first night i was working so i missed out on dinner with them but the second night we took them out for dinner, it was really nice! on saturday when we had to return them it was really sad when both the girls started crying awwww :') i hope they can come back to sydney again.. visit us.. it was fun meeting them.

- taking care of the jap students resulted in not being able to attend erica's 18th party. happy birthday erica! i hope you had an awesome time, the photos looked fun haha! can't believe i missed your party.. againnn. but i'm sure we will be able to catch up more during the holidays so it's all good ^^!

- went out shopping with yat and bev! i arrived at 12pm so i went into lincraft intending to go buy fabric that would colour match my dress so i could make a matching bow tie for ray! after walking around for 2 minutes i heard my name and helen came up to me :D! we ended up having a massive chat for like.. literally over an hour in the fabric section of lincraft.. it was really cool :) maan i haven't seen her in ages, i'm hoping that in the future some MASSIVE farmer reunion can take place and i can catch up with helen even more omgsh :3

after talking for around 1.5 hours, bev called saying she and had arrived. i left helen and then met up with bev and yat ;D!

the plan was to go shop for an hour or two then go back to my house to chill and work on a music cover. we ended up staying at towers until 5pm when all stores close so uh yee.. good planning jade xD! buuuuuut i guess the good thing today was.. i totally finished formal shopping.. got my accessories now yee! bev has matching accessories and yat is all set as well wooo yes :D!

- formal & afters.. was frkn fun & funny c:

- the day after was not so cool. that dead feeling after allnightering... arrrghhh lols.

- HP7 with viv, yat and berni ;D awesome movie that i'm prolly gna go see again with my dad cos it's worth paying to watch... twice.. even three times if i have enough money lololol!

- packing for new zealand as i am headed that way.. tomorrow!

ajbhakjhf cbb to write massive blog anymore.. i've been saviing this blog for.. 11 days and it's pretty.. stupid lol

okay i'll see you guys in a week!

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wednesday i had my final exam.. japanese beginners ARGH. the exam was quite.. reasonable. just that my vocabulary for jap is very small. so i pretty much used 2 hours just looking up words.. and i bet that 95% of them were prescribed HAHA.. after the exam.. i don't think it hit me properly until i was driving home? i was turning on the corner of eastwood primary.. and then it hit me. i just finished my hsc. so yeah i started talking like crazy and getting excited and i freaked out my mum cos i was talking so much instead of focusing on driving x)

mm i got home.. called friends and just had a really awesome time.. being lazy. i stayed up til what.. 3am that night? and it hit me a few hours earlier.. now what do i do? HAHA.. i want to go out. but if i go out i need money.. and then i need to work.. but then i've N/A'ed til like.. next tuesday. so i have no money coming in. aaand i don't want to use my saver account money. urrrghhh.. i wish that travel/food didn't cost money. then i would spend nothing each time i go outtt gah. i think i spend about $30 everytime i go out just cos of food and travel.

thursday i was a lazy pooo and stayed at home x)

friday met up with berni for brunch and had a good catch up chat! i wish we could've stayed longer to talk but berni had work. after our massive meals i followed berni to macq so we could talk for an extra 20 minutes (: after we parted i made my way back in the other direction.. to parra.

met up with julian and some of his frnds and just chilled there. after meeting all these people julian, nathan and i left for the library to go bother a frnd of nathan and julians bahaha. she stilll has senior science which is on the 10th xD there was a good chat and i was filled in about a frnd.. interesting stories hmm..!! after a massive chat at parra library we headed to billy hyde :D!! julian is uh.. a music FREAAAK. you ask him to play something and two seconds later he'll play the piece fluently for you. oakhill musos are freaking crazy. i thought that my classmates were awesome musicians but yeah.. these people are like.. right up there.. top of the state? i wouldn't be surprised.. D:! so yeah, nathan on guitar.. julian on keyboard.. and i'm just wowwing at these kids for the next hour.. ahaha it was pretty awesome in there. after playing around with everything we headed back to westfield. the guys walked me to the bus stop and then they left.. and then i talked to ray on the phone... and found out he was going to be at parra in 30 minutes.

missed my buss.. and went back to julian xD just talked for about 25 minutes and ray rocked up! jeremy and matt then came.. small chat.. lalaa.. RAY GOT HIS EYEBROW PIERCED.. YEAH.. and jeremy got his nose pierced.. hmmm... LOL. yeaaah.. after ray had his eyebrow done we parted from the group and ray and i went formal shopping! we failed to find anything and we were kind of distracted cos we had a lot of catch up chatting to do (: we ended up ditching the shopping cos we didn't see all that much. we just ended up sitting down on one of those random lounge chairs in the shopping centre and talked until parra westfield started to close up for the day. we then caught the bus to towers.. got pretty hungry by that time so we went food hunting. then we realised we didn't want to spend money so we just headed back to the bus stop to take the bus back to my place. after waiting around in the rain for 10 minutes a cute little white swift comes down the road.. c:! and i swear i thought it was dot! so yeah ray and i started waving like crazy.. and some random cherry tech guy gets out of the car and ray went crazy cos he recognised the guy bahaha xD so yeah ended up being dot that had pulled up across the road from us :D! dot then took us home and ray gave us the talk on how *life is so great* haha.

we sat in dots car.. ourside my house for about 20 minutes and ray just told us his whole.. *how life is so great* speech xD. dot then headed off to youth and ray stayed over at my place til around 11.30 (:

today i was supposed to go formal shopping with ray in the city but my mum told me i had to stay cos i had to attend my neighbours 5th birthday party. it was soo cute.. the jumping castle.. little asian kids running around everywhere. and i think i saw the fattest baby.. i have eveer seen. soooo cute haha! the rest of the day i've just been.. playing piano (seeing julian yesterday inspired me to go back and play some music.. but not any classical stuff hehh xD).. and uh.. refreshing facebook every 2 minutes to see if anything hew has been happening urghhh.. i shouldn't do this 24/7 facebooking it's so baaad haha -,-

tomorrow im going to gus' church (:! i'm so excited cos i can finally go back to church and my mum can't stop me!

mmm i think it's best that i head off to bed.. so tired and i gta wake up earlier to make my way to gus' church at milsons point.

sorry for the boring.. shortcut stories. and lack of photos D:! i got a few dodgy shots from parra yesterday but yeah.. they're all blurry =_= i think i might consider buying a new camera when i go to singapore.. (Y)

argh my eyes are rolling cos i'm so tired x)! goodnight all!

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oh yeah and berni i was soo happy cos SOMEONE got their facebook back. and then i was on a high for like.. a whole day.. LOL.. i'm so hopelesss zzzzz haha T.T!

pinkmon

so i wanted to make a hat. a top hat. the same size as the christmas hats berni and i made last year. now i've learned that mass producing top hats is out of the question. it took me over an hour to make it and it still looked dodgy LOL. i had to undo and rethread and the redo parts cos it was so fiddly haha. after i tried on the hat it looked a bit silly.

i realised i still had a billion years worth of silk chiffon in my room from my major so i ended up making a little bow scarf. the dyeing was so fun.. playing around with colours. i ended up using 3 parts red and 1 part yellow to get the colour. it was really coooool. the annoying part was sewing off the edges. it was like my french seam that i had to do for my major work. french seams with chiffon are freaking.. crazy.

i tied it around my neck and it looked really cool! but then i thought id try it in my hair.. jsut for fun. i ended up wearing it in my hair cos it looked sooo coool xD!

i then proceeded to make a pink kaftan but i realised i had to study. so right now i have a half done silk kaftan lying in my study. i'll prolly finish it after exams.

may sound and look really boring but yeah.. it was annoying (haha) and overall really fun to make! i'm excited for jap to finish so i can get berni sensei to come over and help me with dress making.. :)

okay then.. i have to go finish my tafe portfolio which is due in.. TOMORROW OMG.

tataa!

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